| New Job
New Semester
New Hair
New(er) House
New... |
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| I'm excited for next few weekends coming by: Comic Con (maybe), Vegas
with the sisters (bonus: I get to visit my cousins), and ROTR-
listening to good music, camping and being one with nature in the hot
hot hot heat... at least there's a river there... Can't wait...
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| - Never Gonna Let You Go Fun day...
Had a meeting with my sisters about our Vegas trip. It sounds like it's going to be sooo much fun! I can't wait! It'll be my first time being there as a legal 21 year old, haha. Watched The Break Up with my twin. It was really good. I feel like such a sap, I cried a little, hahaha. Got the binder for Jennay at Vernon's. And that's all. I feel like watching more movies. I wanna watch a really sad romantic one. Then follow it up with a really gory, creepy one. Soo opposite, I know... It's funny reading old entries in this. I can't believed I talked liked that before. Idiotic.
I need to start waking up earlier so that I can accomplish more during the day. I hate summer ants, that's what I get for leaving my window open during the day. This construction is really getting on my nerves. I wake up to drilling and banging on the walls and the yelling and singing of the construction workers. Not very appealing to be at home. I'm gonna start going jogging in the morning again. I'm also going job hunting tomorrow. I feel like such a burden. I need to stop "gallavanting" soo much. I'm taking summer school this summer to do something productive with these three months off. I wasted soo much time just taking it easy. I've done nothing but sleep away my past two summers. I feel really bad for taking advantage of my sister's disadvantage. I let my parents focus on her while I just did my own thing. It's really sad when you can't fully trust your sister not to say things about you. I'm over it but not really. It made my parents not trust me as much as they used to. I wanna grow up and show them that they raised a good daughter. It's all talk right now, since I'm not done with school. It feels like that's the only way I can prove myself right now. And it's not doing too good right now. I'm lucky and I'm spoiled. I don't know what's wrong with me.
Well I'm sleepy now, I'll listen to the soundtrack of my life on my psp as I fall asleep... Goodnight everyone  |
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| - Out Tonight Waiting for summer to pick up the pace...
Things to do for summer:
+Beach: All of them
+Get an even tan
+Find a job
+Summer School : P
+Road Trip to the Bay
+Road Trip to Vegas
+Clean and sort out my room
+Chillax with friends AMAP
+Stop sleeping in
+Get new Navy ID
+Read more books
+HFF (Have Fucking Fun) |
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